My mind was just not into the ride today!

Today was a hard day for me, as I couldn't keep my mind off my poor cats condition. His Renal failure is peaking as he hasn't voided in ten days, and I am afraid he doesn't have much time left.  I am so sick with worry, and I feel this emptiness crawling up inside me. He has been my constant companion for 6 years and his love for us is always showing. I think he is still angry with me for taking him to the vet and leaving him there for three days. I came twice a day to see him, but he does hold a grudge. My ride stats are below, just about the same as yesterday.