Strong winds and a very poor attitude!

My ridding attitude was non existent today.  All I do is think about Dylan and how I will not have him as a loving family member. I thought by riding I would be able to clear my head and build a positive attitude, but it only made it worse. He is getting more and more lethargic as the days pass, so how long he will be with us is only a guess. My riding stats are below.